Deep Beneath Her Smile . . .

Friday, December 11, 2009

For the past 2 hours,
I took a little trip along memory lane.
Went to visit a site i've never looked at for several months now.
and i've noticed...How fast people can really change within a year.
and i even took the time to look back at those smiley times..
How it felt at that moment n how our laughs were like...
i just hope those moments could be spared once more before it ends.

Posted by Siti 'Aliah =) at 5:04 AM

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Hmmmm....

Thursday, December 10, 2009

I've been wondering...
How people can be so happy at one point and instantly be sad at another?!
it's fascinating how emotions can be changed within seconds..
Alrighty...i'm a complete weirdo!
always talking to myself here?
Oh well..
No other place to go to free my mind...
or even say random things...
No other place but here...
=)

Posted by Siti 'Aliah =) at 7:10 AM

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Yes, i'm a weirdo=)

You know what i think?!
I think i should have a new change in life.
i should just shove my feelings all to one side..
and just let loose..
Coz these are the things i see people keep doing nowadays..
they like don't care...just wanna have fun..care about what they want..
while i've been doing nothing but caring for others instead of my needs.
yar....maybe i should not tie myself that tight.
in fact..i should not care bout other people's feelings and what they think of me.
i should just go make new friends, explore more, do things my way.
Where and whenever i want to?
Coz im thinking..
i've been tied down for too long..
that i forgot exactly when to loosen up when i need it the most.
It's just weird on how people see the world differently from me.
I just can't see the world like you guys do..
i see it as a place where i can't trust and be comfortable with.
Coz i know and believe things will keep changing.
Oh well........

Posted by Siti 'Aliah =) at 6:17 AM

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