Deep Beneath Her Smile . . .

My Best Girlfriend! =)

2010-05-17T18:48:00.006+08:00

I had a bad week last week.Indeed i did.

and yeah..i guess i was really that busy with..

Pizza Hut, Starbucks, Champs Training, Band Rehearsals..

I didn't get enough sleep by the way..

but Oh Well...

it's okay.it's alright!

i'm so looking forward to my short get away to KL!

Alright, Moving on...

Had a short meet up with Fala right after work last Thursday.

got this cookie with a smile from her too.

That's really so sweet of her right?

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She's there when i'm down..

She's there when i'm troubled..

She's there when i was alone..

She's there when i needed someone to talk to..

She IS indeed one of my best girlfriends since 2007.

I'm that thankful to have met her from the start.

Love you Fala! =)

HighLight Of The Day => Sudden BlackOut! =p

2010-04-15T01:56:00.003+08:00

Woke up late today!

working 11 to 6....and guess what? aliah woke up around 10.30am.

Haiyaaaaa..had to flag a cab to work.

but no worries..

that didn't stop me from starting my day with a smile..

hahak..imagine that? late but still smiling..

*aliah...aliah...*

Anyway..

again aliah had to handle POS(cashier)

work was okay until........

we had a sudden blackout around 1pm.

Yup..I'm talking bout a total blackout in Marina Square.

cool or what?! hahak!

That blackout lasted for like 45mins or so?

such a pity that the customers couldn't purchase any frappucino or espresso drinks within that moment.

Oh yar..not forgetting the most kecoh part..

i had to do the sales by a manual receipt. *sungguh tak perlu*

What?! very the leceh okay..

Plus! i don't wanna get any shortage.

But in the end i didn't..hehe.. Thank God. i got excess instead..noiceee

Moving on..

after the electricity went back on..

Business as per normal. So yeah..i guess that's it about work..

o0o..btw!

after work, i went to Republic Poly to check on Beats encore's performance...

but too bad lah kan..

by the time i got there, they were done with their item.

Haiyaaa..but its okay..there's always a next time.

Besides that, me n zat went for dinner around tampines.

and then it was home sweet home..

Hmm..imagine that..

still didn't stop me from having a smile on my face from the start till now.

Oh well..

Impromptu us...

2010-04-14T02:45:00.004+08:00

Here's a quick post bout my day..
Work was okay i guess..yes i was quite slow on the POS.
but i'll work on it ok? i know i can do it..i gotta keep tryin.ofcorz i will..
After work, i rushed to simei..met izzat at CGH..
we were there to visit Eddy Wicked..but in the end..we couldn't.
they could only accept 4 visitors at a time.
so we figured..must be the wife n family thats up there..
But its okay!!! we walked off instead and went to simpang bedok, Mad Jack.
Had a really nicee dinner with Boyfren there.
the dessert is totally yummy!=D
Haiyaaa..bcoz of him, i feel like i'm gainin weight..(-_-)'
Plus! i'm not really the kind who will actually watch what i eat or where the fats is goin to.
not really that particular on food. so yeah..easy to gain weight i guess?
after dinner,we chilled out abit then headed home.
damn, the weather is really that cold huh.
Hands were shivering alot along the way home.
Anyway.....
Thankz for the treat dearest..next treat will be on me..okay?
I'm deadly serious! I'm not like your ex..too lazy too work n always pamperd with your money alone. Thats really bad. I understand it's not easy to earn money. Plus! i'm capable and can earn a living on my own. i don't mind treating those when i can afford. It's worth it..to me.
Oh Well...
=)

...

2010-04-06T01:39:00.003+08:00

Aliah confused....so damn n deeply confused..

if can, i just don't want to talk or see you till the weekend..

Point of view..

2010-04-04T16:55:00.003+08:00

In life, people tend to get angry over all sorts of things..

and when people get angry, they tend to forget people's feelings and would say a lot of mean things that will hurt others eventually.

Without even realising it, people can get mentally hurt by their words..

So let's just learn something from this shall we?

No matter how mad we are at a person..

we don't have to be mean to them.

we don't have to hate them for who they are or what they did.

we don't have to blame them for the mistakes they've made when the damage is done.

who are we to judge such people in life?

who are we to say that person deserve to be treated such ways?

We can correct them when they're wrong..

but not finger point them for their past mistakes.

Get what i meant?

never mind then.....

A to Z

2010-03-26T01:16:00.003+08:00

Please forgive me.
ive been thinking lately...
and i strongly think u do deserve someone better..
im seriously leading a very tough life here.
i feel more satisfied with myself leading this life alone..
i just dont like the idea of having u ard in such situations.
i just dont wanna trouble u even more in the future..
we are all normal human beings..
we cant predict whats gonna happen next..
what if the situation gets worst?
u dont have to carry this burden for me.
im doing u a big favour..
i'm not perfect..i make mistakes more then twice.
im not something u can fix.
even if u did, i wont be able to run right.
and seriously...
u dont have to put things that way.
me asking too much from u?
have u ever stop n ask urself..why?
have u ever wonder why?
all u had to do was ask..and for once talk things out with me..
but u didnt..yes u wanted to ealier on today.
it's not that i dont want to make any effort on this..
i did..but u didnt notice.
i realised i've been passing by all this while.
u didnt notice a thing.
and i feel like u don't know me anymore.
if u do, u'd knw how to react if i told u to leave me alone..
u shud knw..i didnt mean it..i was lying to myself.was lying to u.
it's so unlike me to not want to see or talk to u..
when im always looking forward to my weekends with u.
but hey..what the blah right? since u've called it off..
then let's just put this to rest for awhile..
u wont see me smile for this.

Drift...

2010-03-18T01:49:00.003+08:00

I feel as thou we're drifting apart..

it's either you or me..if its not,

then maybe it's the different kind of situation we're in?

I feel so left behind..so dumb founded..so forgotten..

maybe we're just drifted apart by the main priorities we're dealing with in life?

tidak sempurne...

2010-02-23T16:12:00.005+08:00

Niat to blog about this..
is not to kutuk orang.
hanye nak lafaz kan ape yang ade dalam pikiran aliah nie yer...
Pelik benar lah dunie nie kan?
kenape ade juge manusia yg bertudung tapi mulut sungguh tak perlu.
image nye baik tapi berkate hanye yang buruk.
brani sindir dan menghine darah daging sendiri.
Pelik tapi benar kan?
mmg ramai manusia seperti ini di dunie..
to me mcm..buat malu jer..
pakai tudung..abeh boleh sindir kan anak org lain lagi.
itu ke satu-satu example orang islam should do in life?
hahak...sungguh tak perlu.
tapi whatever lah kan?
for what i know,
i should never sindir orang lain.
ape lagi kalo darah daging sendiri..
accept that dalam dunie ini..
we will always face byk dugaan masing2 tru things n people.
and kite nie hanye manusia yang tidak sempurne.
Sabar jer lah.
=)

Trapped.

2010-02-12T01:33:00.003+08:00

Ola Geng!
Check this out!!!
Helped my dear friend with his project back in Temasek Poly..
jyeah..its a short movie..
my fave part is...the part when Teddy kena smack by the mop..
Nyeeheee!That Was AWESOME Bro!=p
n ofcorz the last part when we get to bite Surya!=p
So yeah..Enjoy!~
*see if you can spot me?*
=)

TraPped from Shady Rebel on Vimeo.

Cute owl~

2010-02-12T00:10:00.000+08:00

Cute or what?!
the owl mcm pakai eyeshadow..
Noice!!!

Asia's Best Kept Secret =)

2010-02-04T00:55:00.002+08:00

Love This Video!!! =)

Can't be my superman...

2010-02-01T02:22:00.004+08:00

Somestimes i feel like the world needs you more then i do.

but if that's the case..

just go ahead and change into that black suit of yours.

you've got the whole world to save.

but if you happen to fall or get hurt along the way,

look no further, coz i'd still be here..

waiting silently for your safe return.

short update..

2010-01-30T03:22:00.002+08:00

Alrighty~
i know my blog seems kinda dead..
but oh well...
been busy with work..chingay rehearsals and own stuff..
people keep asking me to update them bout me..
but seriously...dont really have the time..
so here's a quick update of life so far k..

Life so far..a little less complicated but then again still in the same situation.
but don't worry..found some solution that will help me at some point..
all thankz to you guys who's been there for me..
thankz for your help,care,concern and support.
appreciate the effort alot.
other then that..
things will be ok..i guess..
Don't worry much k
just keep sharing those smiles with me..
you'll see me smile too~

p.s: Aliah wants some yummy ice-cream!!!
Anybody can teman me please?
=)

Okay~

2010-01-22T02:43:00.002+08:00

This week...
i just realised..i don't want to care that much anymore..
and i guess it's gonna apply the same to next week onwards.
i'm so used to it..that i'm just too tired now...
nyeeeheeeee.
ok whatever people..
bye.

Monday Blues~

2010-01-18T23:51:00.005+08:00

Alrighty..

work was....Ermmm....Not Busy at all..

Boring in fact.

aliah wonder where all those filthy rich people gone too.

Hmm..saving for CNY 2010 maybe?nyeeheeee..

Anyway~

a dear friend of a friend drop by MsQ today!

AND~

She Actually Skipped School For Me?!

now aint that sweet?!

*Told you this stuff is going to my blog*

Nyeeheeee..

as usual..she got discounts off her meal..

look at her...so happy!

Okay..sorry..i had to steal this old picture..

coz it was taken at my outlet..and it has you in it..

so yeah..

Aliah Suke Tgk Member Aliah Happy! =D

MoVing On~

Speaking of CNY 2010..

Hope i get to go visiting again..

wanna see my two handsome..ehemz...

HahaK! WhAT?

You don't think they're cute?

They are Okay!

Will update ya'll with the latest pictures of them k.

so..i guess that should be all for today..

Oh wait.Note to SomeOne =)

Dear Friend...

agak-agak...bile nak ade chit-chat eh?

lotz of stories to share...

but Oh Well...

masing-masing with own things.

i guess we can only stick to Bloggy for updates on Life huh?

Tapi takper~

Understand.Understood.

Hope to catch up soon..ok Friend?~

And ofcorz...

To me Dear Chubby Boi!
i know stuff been happening and things aint shining.But hey..don't worry and hope you'd have a great week at work k.

See You This Weekend Love~<3

Irritatingly Sweet =)

2010-01-17T18:29:00.005+08:00

In the end....

i was wrong...

he does love me that much.

what did i do to deserve you love?

:(

2010-01-17T00:58:00.002+08:00

I'm sorie love..
yesterday was really sweet..
i haven got that kinda of surprise for some time now..
but i really do appreciate it so so much..
thankz love...

But today..
i just realized that..
i'm not the one for you..
it's clear that i don't deserve you anymore..
i don't deserve to have you.
i'm just some pest that keeps bugging you around..
im just some pest that keeps following you around.
i just cant bare hurting you or making u mad anymore..
u wanted me to change this year..
but it really really takes time..
i think i just don't deserve you love..
even you would agree to this..

Jiwo Jiro

2010-01-15T23:49:00.001+08:00

Went out with izzat and teddy today..

Met izzat first..since teddy was running late..
he surprised me with something sweet..nyeeeheeee

we then made our way to Marina Square.. got him free drinks..
*suker lah tue*
Finally we met teddy at Esplanade..

Btw! the play was awesome..

looking forward to more of 'Jiwo Jiro'
beda did well..so proud of her..
love you Beda bomb =p

and to you Mohamad Izzat..

Thankz for the sweet surprise.. You So Mean!!!
people ask to take picture nice-nice..
you do that face..
Oh Well...
Love You Chubby Boi!
I had a good time today =)

Pinoy Promo Everey Sunday =)

2010-01-15T03:25:00.005+08:00

Lately Sambaterians been busy with this Pinoy promo every Sunday along Lucky Plaza.
They kinda book us for this whole January.
Yessa~ we're left with 2 more Pinoy Gigs and we're done..
Insyaallah rezeki lain pulak yg masuk after this.
Anyway...you don't need me to blabber much right...
let the pictures do the talking~

Okay~
That's me making faces during busking sessions..
i loike...heh=p

Here we are taking a nice picture with a cute Indian girl.
She's sweet...
*loves children~

Not full forced..
but it's ok..Let's just have fun and enjoy the busking sessions..

After the Pinoy Promo,
Went to little india to grab some finger licking meal!!
Yummy~

Too bad we didnt took more pictures after that,
coz we went roller bladding at east coast park.
had a great time with u guys.Really...
thankz for sharing your smiles with me =)

Opps~

2010-01-15T02:57:00.002+08:00

I just realized something..
i've missed out alot of the good parts this year...
Opps!!!
Shall update soon~
=p

that little voice in my head...

2010-01-14T05:08:00.002+08:00

i just cant help myself but to wonder on something i shouldn't be wondering..
am i just that gd for nothing 'Aloya' girl.
or am i really something to look forward too?
right now...
i just cant bare with myself...
i just cant stand hurting people or making them feel the guilt or even get angry.
i sometimes just cant bare with my mind.
i feel as thou there's been too many changes to adapt too.
it's happening too fast..
it's like one moment its this and the next minute its a total different thing.
i just dont know what i want anymore.
i'm afraid to want what i want.
coz i fear of losing everything at one shot..
what if that happens?
or am i just scaring myself too much?
my mind is so messed up right now..
i want things to make me feel more then just ok..please?

Note to him...

2010-01-12T00:21:00.000+08:00

Boyfren's been really sweet lately..
as in totally sweet..
and i'm really thankful to have him by my side when things get rough.
But sometimes it also makes me wonder...
do i deserve you Mohamad Izzat Bin Mohamad Rashid?
Coz i owe you more then a 'Thank You'
if it wasn't for you, i know for sure i won't be the person i am today.
i'd be spoiled like how i was before i met you.could even be worst.
you've been treating me right..even gave me a few lessons to be learned..
this is by far my first longest relationship..
2years 6mths and still counting..
and honestly i didnt know we could even last this long..
i really didnt expect this from you..
Look at me baby..What did i do to deserve you?
you've been so nice..
i so hate myself for treating you bad or making u mad at times..
Hope you'd forgive me for those bad times.
Coz everytime i see your face..
my heart smiles like a fool.

Monday~~~~

2010-01-11T21:24:00.003+08:00

Alrighty~
lucky thing I'm not at work on a Monday...
which..i usually am suppose to be at work.
coz today happens to be my PMS day.
yar..ouch..irritatingly...Ouch..
but oh well...gotta get whatever energy i have left to get goin with this week...
okay...recaps people..

Tuesday:
-working 12 to 5 followed by Chingay rehearsal.
-maybe going for my interview with Starbucks?
ok..not sure bout that..

Wednesday:
-Working 12 to 5.
-maybe goin to TP to catch a glimpse on FP?!
-maybe goin for another job interview? tsk.tsk.tsk.
*What am i doing?*

Thursday:
-working 12 to 5.
-shooting with teddy at TP?(TBC)
-chingay rehearsal.

Friday:
-going ite simei for some stuff..
-watching some drama at Esplanade!
(something I've never done before)

Saturday:
-Samba party cum chingay rehearsals

Sunday:
-Sambateria.(TBC)

okay...did i miss out on anything? i guess that's it..
but i bet there will be some impromptu plans and stuff..
ok go~
=)

what was i thinking...

2010-01-11T20:44:00.002+08:00

i know i can be that irritating...

but i tend to get worried when i dont have to all of a sudden.

sorry bout that~

through the broken glass..

2010-01-03T22:51:00.003+08:00

I believe that...
Breakdowns can create breakthroughs..
and things fall apart so that things can fall together.
Life is not a problem to be solved, but a reality to be experienced.
And i only manage to figure that out clearly few days ago . . .

The Mean Kitty Song.

2010-01-02T20:29:00.001+08:00

Loves it!~
=)

Cute=)

2010-01-02T19:42:00.002+08:00

Ola..
My head have been a total mess lately..
and so i came across a few cute videos to cheer me up...
Loves it!~

People say...

2010-01-02T18:50:00.001+08:00

The family is an important institution. It brings fulfillment to our lives and is our anchor in this fast-paced, ever-changing environment.
Families serve as an important pillar of support for the nation. At the individual level, families are the primary source of emotional, social and financial support.

Fail...

2010-01-02T09:35:00.000+08:00

Happiness will never come to those who fail to appreciate what they already have.

2009-2010

2010-01-01T22:53:00.008+08:00

Looking back on the year 2009...

I almost drowned myself in a pool of sorrows...
i've caused so much anger and pain to those i care and love most.
at some point i even felt like giving up hope in myself..
didn't taught i could ever pull myself up whenever i tripped and fall hard to the ground.
but then again...
i believe for every situation that's happen,
it surely happen for a reason.
maybe it's a wake-up call? or....
maybe it's something to make me ever ready and stronger for the future?
I'm just thankful for every little and big things i've went through,
for every sad or happy moments i've had..i wasn't alone..
just knowing that i do have people who really does care and believes in me.
is something to hold onto at the end of the day.

a dear friend of mine once told me something really familiar..

Allah knows how strong each person can be..
which is why Allah gave all these test in life..
Allah loves those who remembers and looked up to him always..
which is why Allah will always keep those he tested nearer to him..
bcoz they know that Allah is testing them for a reason.
and also bcoz they were willingly and patient enough to overcome it..
with the help from Allah..=)

Thank you-> to all my Cousins and Friends especially..
->Zat, Izwan, Ilham, Teddy, Adek Aliah, Surya, Adek Syaz, Mel, Beda..
For listening to me when im down. For giving me all your advice, support, care and concern. For always giving me one tight Hug whenever you see me. *hahak.i love that part* and ofcoz for making me smile when you guys know i need that the most.=)

Looking forward to 2010..

Hmm..my resolution?!...
i just want things to be more then just ok this time..
coz everyone's asking if i'm ok? then i'll answer..yar..im ok..
when obviously im not..and i just say it for the sake of saying it..
so yar..i really hope things will get better this time..
gotta hope and pray for the best...
im gonna be 20 this year..
gotta somehow put myself first this time.
gotta think of my future and what i want most..
gotta be stronger..gotta think things even more ahead..
yeah..i really wanna change things this time..
i know just saying it here is as easy as doing it..
but i wanna make a difference this time..
wanna do my best for my family, my god-family, friends, ZaTaLiaH and of corz myself!
further more..i know things will keep coming.i've been and will still be tested..
but no worries..i'm willing to face it through the end.
insyaallah i will...
Amin~

Good Bye 2009...

2009-12-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years.

Leave me alone...

2009-12-28T17:22:00.003+08:00

This post goes out to all my love ones..
i just cant be around you guys anymore.
i'm leaving all of you behind for good..
after getting so many criticism of life and myself..
and people thought criticism are the things that'll make a person stronger.
well it does to some and in some ways..
but have people ever thought about..having too much criticism...
and i really mean by too much will really affect a person not physically but mentally.
and i've had enough of it all..but guess what...
i finally get it to my head for the fact that..
i don't deserve to be around you guys..
i just don't deserve to have any of you guys in this complicated yet blessed life.
who wanna be around a problematic girl like me?
exactly...nobody.
i just cant afford to care anymore.
its simple as that..if people don't care..then i don't care.
i'm tired.i really am..
i'm always giving what people want..
always listening to what people want.
and at some point you people keep telling me to put myself first..
well guess what..if i were to put myself first,
i just wanna be away from everyone right now..
like i said..i just don't deserve you guys.
i see this clearly now.
and i don't want ya'll to come calling me and asking whats going on or am i ok..
i don't need your care anymore..
coz you guys don't need to know how aliah feels anymore.
i know some of you might be thinking..
what i'm saying here is all not true and i'm hiding the facts..
it's not that i didnt make the effort too..i did~
but please..i'm tried of not being heard when i'v got something to say.
i'm tired of getting hurt for the ones i care and love the most.
i'm tired of being accused of my old tricks when i'm changing..and ya'll should know.
it takes time to change a person as in completely.even if it means several years..
i'm tired of getting caught in the middle of other people's problems and bad situations.
i'm tired of fighting about other people.
it's always me trying to take care of people's feelings and what people think.
in other words..asik aliah jer yang selalu jage hati org lain..
sedang kan hati aku nie org tkde amek tau atau jage..
then i see no point in sticking around..
u guys might think i'm doing nothing but drawing attention to people..
u guys might even think im a attention seeker..
but hey..i'm just voicing out my thoughts..
You guys just go ahead and do whatever you guys want..
go and live that life to the fullest..
go and do whatever thing..at whenever and whereever time n place with whoever..
i don deserve to share a single moment of happiness with you guys.
i'm not gonna say anything or stop anyone from doing what they want.
you people should go have your spaces..

that four letter word...

2009-12-28T16:30:00.000+08:00

To some people...
L.O.V.E
is just a four letter word.
That's why and when those people would just go around and say it.
But do they really mean it?
that's when people always get played ard and ends up getting hurt.
but then again..it's all based on individual mindset..yet..
these kind of people..
they just don't care what or how people feels sometimes...

=)

2009-12-27T22:09:00.003+08:00

Feeling down? I know i am..
Wanna smile within seconds?!
If you're a Cat lover like me♥...
Please do watch this short video...
=)

Changes...

2009-12-27T17:09:00.004+08:00

Dear bloggie...
Things been really bad lately..
there's been so many changes this year alone..
but i guess the ultimate change is yet to be confirmed..
i can only know that after tomorrow..
Where Fate is leading me to? I have no idea...
don't even have a clue..
I'm only 19...and i didnt expect myself to be stuck in any of this..
not like this..facing other people's own problems.
they caused it to happen..not me..yet i'm the one facing it.
whether its fair or not?
who am i to judge thou i do feel that way..
i should not be complaining...should i?
i've been going through so much changes since i was 12..
i believe no one can ever understand how i feel..
even if a person were to imagine themselves being in my shoes..
will they really get it?
I'm so tired..i really am.
But then again..
with the help of all my beloved friends around me..
I guess its really ok to cry now..as its not good to seal things deep down inside.
gotta think positive..gotta be prepared for the worst.
Let's just have some faith with what ever may come from tomorrow onwards..

Cute Baby! =)

2009-12-17T17:01:00.001+08:00

Look! Look!!!
i came across something cute today!!!
awww.... =)

My Addiction To Tradisional =)

2009-12-17T04:34:00.003+08:00

Aliah likes this! =)

simple facts...

2009-12-17T00:01:00.002+08:00

Sometimes people are easily blinded by their anger without realising people's concern.
And.....
Sometimes people just don't know how to appreciate other people's concern towards them.

Last chapter

2009-12-11T05:04:00.002+08:00

For the past 2 hours,
I took a little trip along memory lane.
Went to visit a site i've never looked at for several months now.
and i've noticed...How fast people can really change within a year.
and i even took the time to look back at those smiley times..
How it felt at that moment n how our laughs were like...
i just hope those moments could be spared once more before it ends.

Hmmmm....

2009-12-10T07:10:00.003+08:00

I've been wondering...
How people can be so happy at one point and instantly be sad at another?!
it's fascinating how emotions can be changed within seconds..
Alrighty...i'm a complete weirdo!
always talking to myself here?
Oh well..
No other place to go to free my mind...
or even say random things...
No other place but here...
=)

Yes, i'm a weirdo=)

2009-12-10T06:17:00.002+08:00

You know what i think?!
I think i should have a new change in life.
i should just shove my feelings all to one side..
and just let loose..
Coz these are the things i see people keep doing nowadays..
they like don't care...just wanna have fun..care about what they want..
while i've been doing nothing but caring for others instead of my needs.
yar....maybe i should not tie myself that tight.
in fact..i should not care bout other people's feelings and what they think of me.
i should just go make new friends, explore more, do things my way.
Where and whenever i want to?
Coz im thinking..
i've been tied down for too long..
that i forgot exactly when to loosen up when i need it the most.
It's just weird on how people see the world differently from me.
I just can't see the world like you guys do..
i see it as a place where i can't trust and be comfortable with.
Coz i know and believe things will keep changing.
Oh well........

=(

2009-12-09T22:43:00.003+08:00

Helloooooo...People?!
Why nobody wanna play Left 4 Dead with me?!
It's been so many many weeks close to a month redi!!
I hardly have time to play games...
But when i got time to spare, takde orang nak teman...
You all so mean!!!
sedih seh.
=(

quick updates...

2009-12-09T21:52:00.002+08:00

It's been some time since we took a deep breath together...
when was the last time we even did so?
Oh yes..on 27th November..
i notice..it's seriously hard to have you all to myself.
to just talk to you or even share my days or what's been happening at work and stuff.
to even voice out all my frustrations..i just can't..
coz you're busy caring for those in need around you.
But then again..
understood everyone need's their own space.
and i respect that.
i'm guessing, this is the time for me to do some soul searching for myself?
mcm paham kan aliah?

Besides that,
the KL trip is coming up..Yay me!
and these are the only time i get to spare..
Totally am excited about this weekend.
but as for next week onwards,
will be busy with work, performance and rehearsals for sure.
Hope i'd have enough rest over this weekend.
need to boost the energy for the up coming weeks..
Oh Well...
Let's make the days count! =)

Sometimes...

2009-12-06T05:01:00.004+08:00

Dear Bloggie,

Sometimes i feel as thou i don't really exist in this crowded streets.
Sometimes i just feel like my mind has shut down on it's own.
Sometimes i feel like i need to be away from the world as it is.
Sometimes i feel i should just shut up and not care what people think of me.
Sometimes i just don't know when to quit when I'm knocked down hard.
Well...that's just sometimes...i guess?!

Life as it is...

2009-12-05T16:19:00.004+08:00

I really do appreciate everyone's care and concern towards me..
but still..ya'll should know me better?
No matter how upset or hurt i am with the situations i face in life...
i'll always appreciate it all..
i'll always be thankful...
cause i believe...
this challenges i face are the ones that will make me stronger.
and yes,it has made me of who i am today...
i'm not tryin to think so highly of myself..
it's just something i should be proud of over the years.
Let's just face it geng?
there will always be distractions in life no matter how many times people try to ignore or even prevent from things to happen.
and to me...
i'm just a normal human being thats accepting all the situation i have to face.
we can't say if it's fair or not.
who are we to judge a person's life base on what our eyes can see or what our ears can hear?
who are we to even predict whats gonna happen next if what we're facing is not good.
so yeah..thats my point..
correct me if im wrong...
i'm all ears..
ok can?
ok go!

Christmas Open House! =)

2009-12-03T02:19:00.003+08:00

Attention to all Starbucks Coffee Lovers! =)

Wokay...
Obviously it's written there Clearly!
Don't need me to break it down for you right?!
So Yeah..I'm just doing a lil favor for my friends at Marina Square..
and of course doing my part to spread as much love as possible here.
So Please do Spread it to your peeps well..
Let me highlight to ya'll something from the picture again.
Fyi... It's On The House People!
At Any Starbucks OutLet!
Ok Can?
Ok Go!
=)

Tensions...

2009-12-03T02:02:00.004+08:00

Right now,
i'm just not in the mood..
So people please.....SHUT UP!
Nah..Sorry! Please don't get me wrong.
Bukan nak buat perangai arh..
Nothing wrong here.
I just wanna shut myself down for awhile..
You know? that "need to be alone" kind of feeling?
coz all i can ever do right is just replace people..
Btw..MsQ tgh Kecoh or what?!
been workin full shift 2 days straight.
so many things to do n teach n even learn.
I'm so so shagged right now..
need a short break from work..
and seriously..i just cant wait for 2moro's rehearsals..
can just drum that tensions out.
=)

My words alone...

2009-12-02T03:43:00.000+08:00

This feelings that we feel deep down inside.
it comes naturally..
We can never buy it..
nor can we ever rent it..
We can never request it.
nor can we ever demand for it.
We can't even expect it.
coz you'll end up getting the unexpected.
Even if we could think of a million ways to get it.
you'll never own it.

No Biggie...

2009-12-02T02:58:00.003+08:00

Thankz for telling me off.
I don't mean to think negative or even be emo.
Maybe you should just stop n listen to what you say to me?
Understood the part where you end up losing everything.
But what makes you think i'm the same?
If i knew...how you really felt from the start,
i wouldn't bother going that extra mile..

Videoz of my Back to Back Shows! =)

2009-11-30T22:23:00.002+08:00

21st Nov 09
Event: The Quest.
Location: Fort Cannin Hill
Organized by NEBO.
Nobody Enjoys Being Ordinary.=p

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22nd Nov 09
Event: Os Batuque Fantastica!
Location: Suntec City, Fountain Of Wealth.
Organized by BLOCO SINGAPURA

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=)

2009-11-30T14:26:00.007+08:00

Ola!!!
Chubby Boi da ade blog seh!
http://ketokkedamti.tumblr.com/
sebok! but oh well..
and speaking of chubby boi,
He asked me out on a date last week.
We watched Twilight, new moon!

i like the jalan cerite thou.
its better then the 1st one..
at least tkde lah boring sgt kan.
but what the hell...
the ending was messed up..
i expect it to end in another way.
she had to choose between the wolf n the vampire...
why she go with the vampire sia?!
so so angry!
if ME! I take the wolf instead..
nyeehehehe....
Oh WAIT! Have you met my new BOYFREN?!
Look Look! =)

Cute Right!
Yummy! i Love Jacob!
oh well..
cant wait for the next twilight!
wanna see more of him..
hehe =D

My Back to Back Shows =)

2009-11-29T17:02:00.007+08:00

Now this is what i call...Back to Back action..
2..well actually a total of 3 performance on both my weekends.
Seriously i didnt get enough sleep. So tired...
But Oh well..
it was all worth it.
I'll do it for the love of Entertainment?!
alrighty...jgn mcm phm aliah..
hahak...
here's some pictures!

21st Nov 09
Event: The Quest.
Location: Fort Cannin Hill
Organized by NEBO.
Nobody Enjoys Being Ordinary.=p

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22nd Nov 09
Event: Busking Session for SMART PiNOY.
Location: Along Orchard Road.

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22nd Nov 09
Event: Os Batuque Fantastica!
Location: Suntec City, Fountain Of Wealth.
Organized by Bloco Singapura

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Mengamok...

2009-11-26T21:37:00.002+08:00

Aliah mengamok or what?!
paling aliah benci skali..
biler org terlalu ikot kan perasaan marah dier..
dier start maki2 lak..
da marah psl hal terjadi tue is one thing..
abeh nak maki hamun lak?!
This is why aliah skrg tgh mengamok..
seriously tak perlu sia..
I dont even do that to people..
i dont even curse people in any way.
aliah paling benci kalo org sindir atau hine aliah.
seriously...
aku sedar diri aku ini mmg tak sempurne.
but seriously...im thankful with everything.
org tak perlu nak sindir-sindir kan lagi.
so yar..people...wake up!
jangan pikir diri kau tue terlalu mewah sangat.
sampai ade hati nak sindir ngn hine org macam2.
satu kate itu satu doa..
korg nak sangat ke segale 'sial' terjadi dalam hidup kau?
kenape tak nak lak?
selalu sebut per...memintak lah tu..kan?
haishhh...
people..please dont ever think so higly of yourself..
biar ape pon terjadi dalam hidup ini..
jangan sesekali pon kite sindir atau hine orang lain.

Aliah mcm phm but here's an advice to a friend =)

2009-11-21T05:01:00.004+08:00

Ola Geng!
here's some word of advice to my dear friend.
Nope..no names shall be mentioned here.
She's facing a typical problem with her boyfriend...
Senang kate gini k gerl..
Read up..

Basic role of every relationship:
Should always always..
Care for the person like how you want the person to care for you..
Love a person like how you want the person to love you..
Treat the person like how you want the person to treat you..
n lastly..be true to the person like how you want that person to be true to you..

Its simple as that my dear..
Just think about this for a minute or two..
How do people end up as a attention seeker in a relationship?
easy! it's because of what they've been given back in return.
which is something i've been tryin to say to you my dear..
people's negative responds can lead to depression.
it can also lead to hatred..
the mind is like telling u..deng..i've never done that to you..
why the hell do you have to treat me like this..
then for sure 100%..u can even bet with me on this fact that...
you will act differently towards that person..correct me if i'm wrong lah k..
it's all because of the way that person responds and treats you.
this is all basic facts my dear..

U've always been true to him..
u tell him everything..
u don expect things in return the same way but at least some consideration..
den in the end..u get something you have never done to him or expect to happen..
a third party yang tak perlu...and u guys keep fighting about it?
come on lah babe...
wake up n ask yourself...
why is he being so defensive over some gerl he just knew from his camping trip?

Wanna know one fact about defensive?
here's a good one..
i believe..people tend to be defensive over a matter n keep bragging how wrong the person is..it's because they just cant accept the fact which is clearly written down that they are in a wrong.
just go think about what i say to you..
really dear..there's only two types of people in the world..
the one's who defend themselves because we're accusing of such things which is not true n they will surely lay out proof..
and the one's who can not accept the fact that they did something wrong to u n keep defending no matter how true it is and keep saying you're just making an excuse..
all this is basic facts my dear..
and its a very typical situation in every relationship..
trust me..you're not alone with this kind of situation..
i have a few friends with the same things..

Here's a solution for you...
can not promise it'll help coz different people different mindsets and all..
but just try k..
try talking things out with him like mature adults..
please don ever bragg about it if you both have not get things settled face to face.
be honest in what you think and how you feel..
the main idea is not to make him feel guilty of his actions..
or even ask for some sympathy what so ever..
but to make him understand your reactions and responds..
n you should try asking him questions you're curious about..
that really helps to understand each other better..
all the best my dear!

Quote by me,myself n i:
*Having misunderstandings is one way of building a better understanding*

Regards,
Aloya Adam..
*your so called love doctor*
=p

Support Us Local Percussion Group This Sunday! =)

2009-11-21T00:52:00.010+08:00

Come down and support our local percussion groups! FREE Admission!

I'll be performing with SAMBATERIA. My slot is ard 4pm! So please be there latest by 3.30pm! But it's better if you guys come to watch the whole group thou. Oh yes..
Please stay till the end of the gig to catch us Bloco Singapura!
We really do need your support for this geng! See Ya!!!

Obrigado! =)

Not Needed...

2009-11-18T01:35:00.002+08:00

I feel so sorry for myself.i dont mean to bragg or be some emo..
Its just this so called depression state that im currently in for the past 4 weeks?!..
i just don feel what im suppose to feel..
i feel like i've lost my comfert zone..
there are times where i feel like im just tripping over a pile of rabbles?
but...im really thankful for everything..
alhamdulillah..i believe i do have a nice life to live.
but its just something that im really demanding..searching..asking for all this while..
i need some loving to add as a sparkle to my life..
aliah nie anak manje..
i was loved by my parents once..
im not tryin to say they dont love me now..
im just feeling alot of sorrows n lonelyness thats not needed to be felt..
i have no idea why..
it could be a fact that i miss being that manje gerl in the family..
u know? being cuddled warmly or being asked on hows ur day n stuff..
it could also be a fact that what im feeling is not as great as before..
i donoe guys..really...
im also wondering...
why do people say im strong when i feel as thou im patheticly weak?
Oh well..
Sabar jer lah aliah..Sabar jer lah..
Insyaallah..akan ku cari itu jalan yg tenang..
=)

Cat is just a cat?!

2009-11-12T02:51:00.003+08:00

Please people..
i really do respect other people's ways of thinking..
but i honestly would feel so offended if some one were to say...
" a cat is just a cat, you can always find a replacement "
Like seriously...i hope people would respect me as how n who i am..
i seriously love cats so so much..
i do not think any cats can be replace that easily..
to me every cats are special in their own ways.
and i love them all..
raising such a creation is so far the proudest moment i'd hold on to.
Please do not say " a cat is just a cat " to my face.
thank you! =)

Oh well....

2009-11-11T04:03:00.002+08:00

It's been how long now? 1 week 3 days to the exact.
n yes..family n friends still here checking on me..
almost everyday..i think?
Honestly speaking.. I felt like my heart is not there for what i do these days.
I kept screwing things up last week.
I don't seem to recover for some reason..
Oh well..
i've yet to see myself smiling straight from the heart.

Affected by the lost =(

2009-11-07T14:13:00.004+08:00

I don't mean to be all Emo..But?!,
I feel as thou I've lost more then just my kitten..
i know the cat issue is really affecting me lately..
but i feel like I've got no one to turn to for comfort anymore.
Should i blame it on myself for this results?
or is it the cause of others?
i can't seem to focus these days...
the feeling is like...
I've been left alone to drown in the open waters.

...

2009-11-06T03:24:00.000+08:00

I Can't Sleep . . .
=(

NSF's ORD Party @ Mandai Camp.

2009-11-05T22:12:00.000+08:00

Did a special performance for my dear Onesan!(Brother) on Wednesday night.
The place was totally cool shit..
Ehem! His Commanding Officer very cute?! hehe =p
Pictures Below =)

Onesan finish serving Ns already or what...
*bad news for me!*
His gonna irritate me at home more often.
Oh Well... =)

In Need Of Modern Dancerz Plz!

2009-11-05T03:04:00.003+08:00

Ola geng..
Anyone interested in Modern Dance?
A well known group is currently looking for 9 dancers for the event called...
-Dancing Thru Seasons.-
They're looking for those who have the passion for dancing n got what it takes to bring on the challenge well..
If interested,get back to me asap!
This is serious! Please don't play around.
Thank you=)

Wedding Dinner =)

2009-10-25T11:00:00.000+08:00

I know it's been some time since i last update..
Oh well..
But Ofcorz aliah is still on the move in the music scene!
Check this out?!
Had a Wedding Dinner performance @ One Rochester Restaurant, Rochester Park..
Need i say more?

Pictures & Video below! =)

Video! =)
*Apology for the poor sound quality?*

a lil drop of faith...

2009-10-14T03:07:00.004+08:00

Feelings...
how do i define it at this very minute?
Oh well...
sad, frustrated, scared, stress, irritated, unwell, tired, restless, breathless...

I feel the need to...
-work hard n earn more money..
-chill out sum where..with those who can keep my worries away automatically.
-go for a quick getaway to Kl..
-go shopping?buy me myself and i dresses..
well..which ever thats easy for me to forget all my worries..that'll be fine by me..
the bottom line is..
i just wanna break down and cry..
even thou i know i'm suppose to be strong...

Tetapi kan........
IF.......
it turns out to be a bad news,
so be it.
i'll strongly accept it..
It's ok...
=')

Aliah Turns 19!

2009-10-12T23:58:00.002+08:00

Ola Geng..
I feel so touched.
I'm ofcorz thankful for having the sweetest people around me
*Aww...Aliah sayang korg!*
Ehem...anyway..
This is ofcorz the best birthday ever!
Like i said earlier on,
i feel so touched coz i had everything there with me on My 19th!
Thats one of the things i've been hoping/asking/praying for all this while..
So yes. I cried.....Again!
3 years in a row..SShheeessshhhhh.
and had 3 different birthday cakes!!!
*Aliah Likes This!*

Many Thankz to....
all my Pizza Hut Geng!
My fellow Percussionist!
My Close Friends and Ofcorz My One n Only Adam's Family!
Love ya'll very very much! =)

Pink - Family Portrait.

2009-09-14T02:31:00.002+08:00

A song i've been looking up to since it first released.
A song that's been giving me so much faith..
but till now i fail to pull my family tree up..
but it's ok..
i'll keep trying =')

Performance along Orchard Rd =)

2009-09-12T22:55:00.001+08:00

Our second time performing with Kirana Seni [tarian]. We performed with them last saturday. Same place..same event.. And yes, they called us again to do the same as we did before.. But this time, aisyah wasn't around due to her own performance that day. Not bad i'd say.. I did manage to learn something new! Rentak joget dan inang. I only know zapin..but this is cool too. and...sorie geng! The video is not up yet.. o0o..but i do have some pictures for you to see. =)

Foli D Amour!
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Performance @ Keppel Bay =)

2009-09-08T02:37:00.008+08:00

Happy Bithday Brasil!!! =)

Bloco singapura performing SAMBA!
*sorry,video not clear...

=)

2009-08-29T15:31:00.002+08:00

jika benar akan terjadi seksaan bergitu kepada saya

maka saya akan menerima

segala yang akan berlaku

kerana saya mengetahui

bahawa tuhan hanya memuji.

Performance @ Marina Mandarin Hotel =)

2009-08-26T22:25:00.004+08:00

Aliah got called up last minute for this..
its from Bryan lucus..
he needed players for a simple show @ Marina Mandarin Hotel.
what's there left to do?
I'd say..go for it!
Coz i was working on that day.
and it was a walking distance from Marina Square.hehe.
No! i do not know whats the event about.
well..not really that sure lah..
i think its about babies?and...
i think we didn't record any videos..
sorry for the blurry pictures geng!=)

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El - Fortriori

2009-08-21T02:48:00.001+08:00

Finally!!!
after months of waiting!
the video is out!
wanna know what's it about...
press play now!
ok go =)

this feelings of hers

2009-08-20T01:43:00.003+08:00

There's this friend of mine..
she admits she does have some feelings for her close friend..
but till now she has never done anything about it..
she simply said to me..
" i'm already having a complicating life..i should not let this affect him in any n every way"
but then again,she cant stop thinking about him..
plus...she keeps questioning herself..
"is this feeling of mine just a crush? Or is this feeling of mine really a deep one?"
"will he ever know this feelings i hide?"
"what will happen when he finally finds out about this?"
"will the sweet friendship we had change in a very awkward way? Or will it stay the same?
My only advice i gave was...
"stick to him as per normal.don't take the risk.people cant predict what's gonna happen next..what if he founds out n he stop talking to you?won't that hurt you in some way?
sticking to him as per normal..as a friend..IS the only safest way.coz from there you'll know him better..from there..you'll know whether this feeling of yours is for real or not..isn't that better?"
Guess what happen next..............
She wants to tell him off her feelings..
and she does not wanna care what he thinks or will react next..
aiyoooooooooooooooooo
camne eh?
i still agree on not telling..jus keep quiet..stick as close friends..
My fren!
if you're reading this,
stick to what i say lah..
seriously..think about it.
would you risk in getting hurt easily?
=)

i'm so shagged =/

2009-08-17T01:22:00.000+08:00

Aliah wants to sleep really badly.

i'm so so tired..
haven had enough rest due to busy schedule..
Such as work and rehearsals and shows.
ok..Aliah go sleep like this lady below k..
That looks very cozy.Ok go! =)

SAFRA Army Half-Marathon =)

2009-08-16T21:00:00.002+08:00

Aliah hate's it when we have to wake up very very early in the morning due to performance!

not funny seh..not enough sleep and yes,for sure i'll be really shagged afterward.
But oh well...i did had fun during those torture thou..hehe.

p.s: Look at those sleepy eyes of mine..hahak!
that's what they get for waking me up so so early. =P

Sambateria.
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Performance @ Al-Iman Mosque[bukit panjang]

2009-08-15T22:12:00.004+08:00

Ever see me in Scarf performing Samba?! hahak! Well...now you'll see..

Sambateria
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sungguh manis or what?!
=P

...

2009-08-14T17:19:00.002+08:00

My Late Friend once said to me..

sesungguh nye..jika seseorang sedar kesilapan nye..
maka..hendak lah dier balik ke jalan yang betol..
jika seseorang tidak menyedari kesilapan nye..
maka sesat lah perjalanan nye..

Community Drum Circle @ Kallang cc

2009-08-08T20:00:00.001+08:00

It was really a Bored.Boring.Boredom day! Lucky thing izzato ask me out to.....ermm...Community Drum Circle?! ahak..anyway..it was cool..can totally understand why Zat really enjoys it as he himself started of percussion from Community drumming..it's like the easiest way to hook yourself to percussion i'd say. =)

Performance @ Far east Plaza [CLAP!-Streetz]

2009-08-07T23:01:00.000+08:00

It was totally last minute.
Aloya was working 12 to 5.got a text msg from izzat saying we got a last minute show ard 8pm.And he was asking if everyone was ok with it..and...Supprisingly alot of people turned up! Baik!
That's totally hott geng! Full forced rocks samba harder! i loikeeeee =)

Sambateria
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had a bad day my friend?

2009-08-05T02:41:00.004+08:00

To my dear friend...

i knew something went wrong somewhere from the moment i saw that "look" on your face..
it's obvious that something happen or you're upset about something..
you could have said something..i'd totally understand..
i felt some guilt back then..
i taught you were mad at me for some reasons if there's any.
but in the end..
it was about you all along?
i just wish you'd say something back then..
but its ok..
you probably had a bad day or something.
and you needed some time alone to cool down.
really hope you'll be alright?
kinda worried for those who don't seem like themselves..

Point of view

2009-07-23T02:08:00.003+08:00

One thing that really does buggs me is...
When my friends are feeling down..
one of the things that will definitely put a smile on my face is..
when i see my friends smiling at me..
sweetenin or what...
oh well..
i really do mean this ok..

Anyway..
i wanna blog about my work place n some random things..can arh?
lets start with this dude i know from my work place..
bukan nak mengumpat arh...
im just typing my point of view..
this guy name Hamsin..
he's a sweet guy skoolin at TP.
kind hearted person i'd say..
and his also the kind that will smile at people for sure..
kenal ke tak kenal..sembarang go punye..heh.
well...lately,i noticed like his kinda different..
i was really tempted into asking him..
and i did..but lets not go further with this ok?
just one advice to him arh...
what ever it is..
you know you got friends around who cares..
bile2 mase itu telinge boleh kasi pinjam punya...
and all you have to do is share lah..
hahahak!
hope he'll be ok..

Ok...other then that,
lets talk about this guy..Izwan =P
what the hell...
he really did look good today ok..
he look as if he's goin out on a date..
padehal ade test kat TP lah dey..hahak!
kasi suspend jer nie budak..
n i noticed he's been smiling alot..
but thats good!heh..
do keep smiling ok? =)

Hmm..ok..who els shall we blog about..
oh yar!
this manager of mine..Francis..
went for his holidays..
back to his kampung..Phillipino.
but till now tak balek2..
suspect he kena qurantine..
hmm..wonder when will he ever return to MSQ.

Moving on..
lets talk about the course i'm attending..
at first..i tot it would suck like hell..
but it seems ok so far..
totally change my mind..
dang...i wanted Jamir to conduct the training..
sekali jennifer lah..
but its ok..she's really ok.
but still...i'd prefer having jamir around..
same goes to my friend syikin.
its not like we have a crush lah..
its more like..the way he deliver the msg n points to us..
thats making me n syikin admiring his ways.
the way he plays around with his words..coolness..
oh yar..i did mentioned its a 4 days course..did i?
the best part is..
on the 4th day,
we'll be having some role plays and exams/test..
hahak...oh well..
i'll just show them my ways of working.
might not be my best..
but at least i did try kan?
Hmm..i think..thats all i've got to say about MSQ..

o0o...one topic i wanna share with u..
to that person..
i know i've said it to you..
but let me repeat myself again...

How am i to change the way you want me to when you're ignoring me most of the time?
having some guidance would really do me good..
you of all people should be doing that right..
i have faith in things..but what about you?
you gave up on things too easily..
it's not about me not being ready for bigger things..
it's not about me being childish and not admitting when i'm wrong.
it's about our mindset of things and where we're leading things..
its also about the fact that..
there are things we could have done to avoid this from happening or even repeating.
if you say i'm not ready..
i could have drop things dead a year ago.
but i didnt..i stood by..not knowing whats waiting at the end of every check point.
there's noway for me to predict on the future happenings..
therefore i'll mention this again to you..
i am ready for which ever things thats gonna block my road..
with all this flooding my brain,
i have no idea how to react to things anymore..
for once there..i tot i was numb..
but if i were to sit still and ask myself..
im disappointed..sad..frustrated..
hmm...ok..it looks like i've been blabbering alot..hahak!
i should get some shut eye..Now.
haven got enough sleep this month..
i apologize for any typo if there's any..
and i'd also apologize if any of you wont like what i type..
like i said..i'm just giving my point of view..
my blog after all...
oh well...nitey nitez! =)

Busy this week.

2009-07-21T04:24:00.004+08:00

Ola! =)
i know its been some time since i last update stuff..
but i will ok..
soon i guess?!
been busy lah dey..
as in..really busy..
wanna know what's aloya up to this week?

MONDAY
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-working full shift

TUESDAY
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- working 12 to 5
- pizza hut course,7 to 10

WEDNESDAY
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- working 12 to 5
- pizza hut course,7 to 10

THURSDAY
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- suppose to work 12 to 5..
but i manage to get OFF!
(sorry.cant overwork myself.
need energy for NDP this weekend.)
- pizza hut course,7 to 10

FRIDAY
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- pizza hut course,7 to 10

SATURDAY
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-Performance for MUIS @ Jurong. ard 10am i guess..
- NDP 09, NE Show 3.(report @ Sg Flyer)

SUNDAY
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- performance @ sengkang.
(new opening of swimming complex)

Busy week huh?
tell me bout it..
Oh well..
=)
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p.s: i miss him =)

...

2009-07-14T03:29:00.002+08:00

i'm lost for words...
=(

Bowling =)

2009-07-02T03:05:00.003+08:00

Finally went bowling last Monday.
it's been like 2 months since i last bowl..
oh well..
still got room for improvement lah kan..
=)

Aloya..mcm phm =)

nie lagi mcm phm.. =P

warm up jer.. =p

i won twice! Nyaha!
thankz for the treat.
The more you kalah the more you have to treat me..
ain't that cool or what..
=p

ok go! =)

Libra Said...

2009-07-02T02:19:00.003+08:00

Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22)

The Bottom Line

Money on your mind? Changes are coming, and it's time to focus on material things.

In Detail

Today's financial news has you thinking about how to add a bit more cash to your wallet, and you have some ideas. One of them is quite good -- it involves making money by turning your hobby into a part-time job. Nice. You may eventually end up doing the hobby full-time and your 'job' part-time. Even better, hmm?

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Macam tau2 jer aliah tgh pikiran duit? =P

hmmm..."making money by turning your hobby into a part-time job"

ain't that something i'm doing now?

k da..da...

i need to save up. (-_-)'

about the SAY and DO thing =)

2009-07-02T01:20:00.005+08:00

i just came up with some words of advice for myself recently...
not sure if it make sense or not..
but its kinda clear cut for me...

lets just say...
saying things is easy..
isn't it? but what about doing things?
ain't that something easy too?

bare this in mind..
all u gotta have is some faith and courage..
make sure u're ready for the out comes in every way..
take a deep breath..ok go..
there...wasn't that easy?
hahak.. then again..
saying all this is easy to do..
but why not try to do as u say it?
ain't that something cool to think about?
hahak!
ok...sayonara=)

Libra said something that got me smilling today....

2009-06-29T13:22:00.002+08:00

Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22)

The Bottom Line

No one else is like you. Take a look in the mirror -- appreciate your beauty.

In Detail

Your good vibes just keep going, making your world a peaceful and pleasant one. Plan for fun with family and friends -- an outing that has to do with music, art or generally appreciating beauty will be extra pleasing for you. Tonight, plan to let loose with mojitos or another warm-weather beverage -- romance is also in the stars (lucky you!).

Performance @ Singapore Sports & Recreation Centre =)

2009-06-26T17:27:00.000+08:00

Again!We had to wake up so so early. oOo yes...IBU!!! Did you manage to see us on Channel 5/Channel News Asia?! We did an opening there this morning. The place was awesome! Should go for a swim there some day! =)

Sambateria
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What is Happiness ?

2009-06-24T02:55:00.003+08:00

Happiness can't be define
it's a certain mood
a warm embrace
and a blessing from above
happiness makes up in height then what it lacks in length
there's only one happiness in life
to love n beloved
it's not what you give or receive
it's what u share
happiness is a moment of joy
it glows from inside to the outside
it's the background to the existence
spreading like fire beyond all boundaries
happiness is not store bought
nor is it for sale
it's one of the things in life
that everyone should have!

Need a quick get away =)

2009-06-19T02:18:00.002+08:00

I really need a break..
need a quick get away to...
Phuket! or Bali! or Bintan! or...any parts of Malaysia?
either alone or not?

Hell yeah.i need to save up asap..
but i still need to keep aside some for...
- house bills.
- kitten food/stuff.
- overdue payment of my instruments.

Hmm..one question.
will i be able to handle all that payment by myself?
i hope so..
even if i cant,
i gotta have a lil more faith in myself
and keep trying...right?
Oh well....
=)

aliah mengamok or what?!

2009-06-18T23:40:00.004+08:00

Seriously...
i hate it when people use the word 'Whatever' to my face.
it bloody well shows that u don't care and can not be bothered..
i mean like..come on arh..
ade mulut,boleh bebual.
kalo tak suke boleh tegur.

Fire Practs @ kallang =)

2009-06-18T02:01:00.005+08:00

Ola love ones..
aliah not workin today..
so i had fire practs with fala,ary,effur and 2 new guys..
last minute..tapi tkper..
it was fun.
n i hope to pract with ya guys again..

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Ary & Effur =)

oh yar..forgot to mention...
i left early during practice..
went to watch Wicked Aura Batucada at Cuba..
they were awesome..
too bad no pictures..
over all,
i certainly did had a great time.
take care loves..
=)

ola?! =)

2009-06-17T15:18:00.002+08:00

ola..
sorry.
got no updates so far..
but i will..maybe tonight ok?
goin to meet my best babes n maybe izzato later on?
maybe goin to see my abg2 percussion...Wicked Aura Batucada?
oh well...see how lah nanti..
hope to snap a lil here n there..
muakz!
=)

Today Libra said...

2009-06-14T12:57:00.003+08:00

Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22)

The Bottom Line

Getting along with others is your best asset and the key to your next big break.

In Detail

If you're irritated with a loved one now, they're certainly going to know about it. In fact, everything you feel will be quite obvious to whomever you're with, and those feelings will last for a long, long time. That means you have a decision to make: Are you going to be polite and stifle what you're feeling, or just let it out? There is a happy medium and you, of all people, can manage it: Be direct, but civil.

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coolness..that really helps alot.

i guess ?!

Performance @ Brazil Churrasco =)

2009-06-11T23:55:00.003+08:00

The people there was superb!Very supportive and hyper to the max. I'll just summarize everything for you k.After 45mins of non-stop SAMBA, they block the exit where we were headed and begged to play one more time.and yes we did..we played Bahiana Funk this time and Imran did his Capoeira moves.it was totally cool.Seriously had a really good time drumming for the Brazilians.

Sambateria.
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libra knows how i feel lately? =p

2009-06-11T02:40:00.000+08:00

Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22)

The Bottom Line

You've learned that being depressed about the past only delays your progress.

In Detail

You consider yourself a responsible person, but even you have your limits, and a certain situation could have you on the verge of telling someone where to go. This may, in fact, be a viable option, but it's not something you should do in the heat of the moment. Take some time for a little stress management -- a long walk, a primal scream or something along those lines. Once you've decompressed, another kinder, gentler solution will likely present itself.

Libra said...

2009-06-10T02:03:00.001+08:00

Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22)

The Bottom Line

An authority figure is making you feel weird -- is it time to go off on your own?

In Detail

Put all the nonsense of the past few days behind you and focus on the day ahead, which is due to be interesting and unusual. Oh, and speaking of interesting, start preparing yourself to meet someone new who'll be quite different from anyone else you know. You'll meet them under unusual circumstances, too -- a coincidence, you might say, but then, everyone knows there's really no such thing.

Foli D Amour @ KGMS[RP]

2009-06-07T23:09:00.001+08:00

OMG..one of my most embarrassing moments.I have to admit.I did cry after performance.Oh well..then u want me to do what? That was my first time performing solo with my repinique. The feeling was really scary..
oOo btw..this is Foli D Amour's First Performance.

Foli D Amour
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break downs ='(

2009-06-06T02:49:00.002+08:00

There's this part of me that's really in the need of crying out loud...
What's up with 2moro's schedule?
why is everything so so mixed up...
i hate it when things clash...
especially with the things that i have to do, i want to do n i dont feel like doin..
i really wanna cry now!!!
By then should be able to solve n think straight...
i guess...
haishhh..
='(

Libra said...

2009-06-01T21:29:00.001+08:00

Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22)

The Bottom Line

You're a super hero. Without even trying, you'll perform some impressive rescues.

In Detail

You definitely need time to devote to work -- there's no doubt about it. You could end up doing some unexpected overtime for the next day or so, thanks to someone else's willingness to blow off their own workload. You're also feeling the urge -- and it's a strong one -- to be alone, even if it's just for a little while. Well, that's what evenings are all about. These urges might start later this week, but they'll still be there.

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o0o...aliah become super hero0o0o!!!!!

macam paham~

heh. =P

Need time for me myself and i?

2009-05-31T12:06:00.003+08:00

I'm tired..
so so tired..
am i really doing the things i want right now?
is everything falling into place?

i need a quick getaway..
if can asap..
=)