Deep Beneath Her Smile . . .

Point of view
Thursday, July 23, 2009
One thing that really does buggs me is...
When my friends are feeling down..
one of the things that will definitely put a smile on my face is..
when i see my friends smiling at me..
sweetenin or what...
oh well..
i really do mean this ok..

Anyway..
i wanna blog about my work place n some random things..can arh?
lets start with this dude i know from my work place..
bukan nak mengumpat arh...
im just typing my point of view..
this guy name Hamsin..
he's a sweet guy skoolin at TP.
kind hearted person i'd say..
and his also the kind that will smile at people for sure..
kenal ke tak kenal..sembarang go punye..heh.
well...lately,i noticed like his kinda different..
i was really tempted into asking him..
and i did..but lets not go further with this ok?
just one advice to him arh...
what ever it is..
you know you got friends around who cares..
bile2 mase itu telinge boleh kasi pinjam punya...
and all you have to do is share lah..
hahahak!
hope he'll be ok..

Ok...other then that,
lets talk about this guy..Izwan =P
what the hell...
he really did look good today ok..
he look as if he's goin out on a date..
padehal ade test kat TP lah dey..hahak!
kasi suspend jer nie budak..
n i noticed he's been smiling alot..
but thats good!heh..
do keep smiling ok? =)

Hmm..ok..who els shall we blog about..
oh yar!
this manager of mine..Francis..
went for his holidays..
back to his kampung..Phillipino.
but till now tak balek2..
suspect he kena qurantine..
hmm..wonder when will he ever return to MSQ.

Moving on..
lets talk about the course i'm attending..
at first..i tot it would suck like hell..
but it seems ok so far..
totally change my mind..
dang...i wanted Jamir to conduct the training..
sekali jennifer lah..
but its ok..she's really ok.
but still...i'd prefer having jamir around..
same goes to my friend syikin.
its not like we have a crush lah..
its more like..the way he deliver the msg n points to us..
thats making me n syikin admiring his ways.
the way he plays around with his words..coolness..
oh yar..i did mentioned its a 4 days course..did i?
the best part is..
on the 4th day,
we'll be having some role plays and exams/test..
hahak...oh well..
i'll just show them my ways of working.
might not be my best..
but at least i did try kan?
Hmm..i think..thats all i've got to say about MSQ..

o0o...one topic i wanna share with u..
to that person..
i know i've said it to you..
but let me repeat myself again...

How am i to change the way you want me to when you're ignoring me most of the time?
having some guidance would really do me good..
you of all people should be doing that right..
i have faith in things..but what about you?
you gave up on things too easily..
it's not about me not being ready for bigger things..
it's not about me being childish and not admitting when i'm wrong.
it's about our mindset of things and where we're leading things..
its also about the fact that..
there are things we could have done to avoid this from happening or even repeating.
if you say i'm not ready..
i could have drop things dead a year ago.
but i didnt..i stood by..not knowing whats waiting at the end of every check point.
there's noway for me to predict on the future happenings..
therefore i'll mention this again to you..
i am ready for which ever things thats gonna block my road..
with all this flooding my brain,
i have no idea how to react to things anymore..
for once there..i tot i was numb..
but if i were to sit still and ask myself..
im disappointed..sad..frustrated..
hmm...ok..it looks like i've been blabbering alot..hahak!
i should get some shut eye..Now.
haven got enough sleep this month..
i apologize for any typo if there's any..
and i'd also apologize if any of you wont like what i type..
like i said..i'm just giving my point of view..
my blog after all...
oh well...nitey nitez! =)

Posted by Siti 'Aliah =) at 2:08 AM |

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