Deep Beneath Her Smile . . .


Monday, November 30, 2009
21st Nov 09
Event: The Quest.
Location: Fort Cannin Hill
Organized by NEBO.
Nobody Enjoys Being Ordinary.=p



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22nd Nov 09
Event: Os Batuque Fantastica!
Location: Suntec City, Fountain Of Wealth.
Organized by BLOCO SINGAPURA



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Posted by Siti 'Aliah =) at 10:23 PM | 0 comments
Ola!!!
Chubby Boi da ade blog seh!
http://ketokkedamti.tumblr.com/
sebok! but oh well..
and speaking of chubby boi,
He asked me out on a date last week.
We watched Twilight, new moon!

i like the jalan cerite thou.
its better then the 1st one..
at least tkde lah boring sgt kan.
but what the hell...
the ending was messed up..
i expect it to end in another way.
she had to choose between the wolf n the vampire...
why she go with the vampire sia?!
so so angry!
if ME! I take the wolf instead..
nyeehehehe....
Oh WAIT! Have you met my new BOYFREN?!
Look Look! =)

Cute Right!
Yummy! i Love Jacob!
oh well..
cant wait for the next twilight!
wanna see more of him..
hehe =D





Posted by Siti 'Aliah =) at 2:26 PM | 0 comments
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Now this is what i call...Back to Back action..
2..well actually a total of 3 performance on both my weekends.
Seriously i didnt get enough sleep. So tired...
But Oh well..
it was all worth it.
I'll do it for the love of Entertainment?!
alrighty...jgn mcm phm aliah..
hahak...
here's some pictures!
21st Nov 09
Event: The Quest.
Location: Fort Cannin Hill
Organized by NEBO.
Nobody Enjoys Being Ordinary.=p




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22nd Nov 09
Event: Busking Session for SMART PiNOY.
Location: Along Orchard Road.




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22nd Nov 09
Event: Os Batuque Fantastica!
Location: Suntec City, Fountain Of Wealth.
Organized by Bloco Singapura






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Posted by Siti 'Aliah =) at 5:02 PM | 0 comments
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Aliah mengamok or what?!
paling aliah benci skali..
biler org terlalu ikot kan perasaan marah dier..
dier start maki2 lak..
da marah psl hal terjadi tue is one thing..
abeh nak maki hamun lak?!
This is why aliah skrg tgh mengamok..
seriously tak perlu sia..
I dont even do that to people..
i dont even curse people in any way.
aliah paling benci kalo org sindir atau hine aliah.
seriously...
aku sedar diri aku ini mmg tak sempurne.
but seriously...im thankful with everything.
org tak perlu nak sindir-sindir kan lagi.
so yar..people...wake up!
jangan pikir diri kau tue terlalu mewah sangat.
sampai ade hati nak sindir ngn hine org macam2.
satu kate itu satu doa..
korg nak sangat ke segale 'sial' terjadi dalam hidup kau?
kenape tak nak lak?
selalu sebut per...memintak lah tu..kan?
haishhh...
people..please dont ever think so higly of yourself..
biar ape pon terjadi dalam hidup ini..
jangan sesekali pon kite sindir atau hine orang lain.



Posted by Siti 'Aliah =) at 9:37 PM | 0 comments
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Ola Geng!
here's some word of advice to my dear friend.
Nope..no names shall be mentioned here.
She's facing a typical problem with her boyfriend...
Senang kate gini k gerl..
Read up..

Basic role of every relationship:

Should always always..
Care for the person like how you want the person to care for you..
Love a person like how you want the person to love you..
Treat the person like how you want the person to treat you..
n lastly..be true to the person like how you want that person to be true to you..

Its simple as that my dear..
Just think about this for a minute or two..
How do people end up as a attention seeker in a relationship?
easy! it's because of what they've been given back in return.
which is something i've been tryin to say to you my dear..
people's negative responds can lead to depression.
it can also lead to hatred..
the mind is like telling u..deng..i've never done that to you..
why the hell do you have to treat me like this..
then for sure 100%..u can even bet with me on this fact that...
you will act differently towards that person..correct me if i'm wrong lah k..
it's all because of the way that person responds and treats you.
this is all basic facts my dear..

U've always been true to him..
u tell him everything..
u don expect things in return the same way but at least some consideration..
den in the end..u get something you have never done to him or expect to happen..
a third party yang tak perlu...and u guys keep fighting about it?
come on lah babe...
wake up n ask yourself...
why is he being so defensive over some gerl he just knew from his camping trip?

Wanna know one fact about defensive?

here's a good one..
i believe..people tend to be defensive over a matter n keep bragging how wrong the person is..it's because they just cant accept the fact which is clearly written down that they are in a wrong.
just go think about what i say to you..
really dear..there's only two types of people in the world..
the one's who defend themselves because we're accusing of such things which is not true n they will surely lay out proof..
and the one's who can not accept the fact that they did something wrong to u n keep defending no matter how true it is and keep saying you're just making an excuse..
all this is basic facts my dear..
and its a very typical situation in every relationship..
trust me..you're not alone with this kind of situation..
i have a few friends with the same things..

Here's a solution for you...

can not promise it'll help coz different people different mindsets and all..
but just try k..
try talking things out with him like mature adults..
please don ever bragg about it if you both have not get things settled face to face.
be honest in what you think and how you feel..
the main idea is not to make him feel guilty of his actions..
or even ask for some sympathy what so ever..
but to make him understand your reactions and responds..
n you should try asking him questions you're curious about..
that really helps to understand each other better..
all the best my dear!

Quote by me,myself n i:
*Having misunderstandings is one way of building a better understanding*

Regards,
Aloya Adam..
*your so called love doctor*
=p

Posted by Siti 'Aliah =) at 5:01 AM | 0 comments
Come down and support our local percussion groups! FREE Admission!


I'll be performing with SAMBATERIA. My slot is ard 4pm! So please be there latest by 3.30pm! But it's better if you guys come to watch the whole group thou. Oh yes..
Please stay till the end of the gig to catch us Bloco Singapura!
We really do need your support for this geng! See Ya!!!

Obrigado! =)



Posted by Siti 'Aliah =) at 12:52 AM | 0 comments
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
I feel so sorry for myself.i dont mean to bragg or be some emo..
Its just this so called depression state that im currently in for the past 4 weeks?!..
i just don feel what im suppose to feel..
i feel like i've lost my comfert zone..
there are times where i feel like im just tripping over a pile of rabbles?
but...im really thankful for everything..
alhamdulillah..i believe i do have a nice life to live.
but its just something that im really demanding..searching..asking for all this while..
i need some loving to add as a sparkle to my life..
aliah nie anak manje..
i was loved by my parents once..
im not tryin to say they dont love me now..
im just feeling alot of sorrows n lonelyness thats not needed to be felt..
i have no idea why..
it could be a fact that i miss being that manje gerl in the family..
u know? being cuddled warmly or being asked on hows ur day n stuff..
it could also be a fact that what im feeling is not as great as before..
i donoe guys..really...
im also wondering...
why do people say im strong when i feel as thou im patheticly weak?
Oh well..
Sabar jer lah aliah..Sabar jer lah..
Insyaallah..akan ku cari itu jalan yg tenang..
=)

Posted by Siti 'Aliah =) at 1:35 AM | 0 comments
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Please people..
i really do respect other people's ways of thinking..
but i honestly would feel so offended if some one were to say...
" a cat is just a cat, you can always find a replacement "
Like seriously...i hope people would respect me as how n who i am..
i seriously love cats so so much..
i do not think any cats can be replace that easily..
to me every cats are special in their own ways.
and i love them all..
raising such a creation is so far the proudest moment i'd hold on to.
Please do not say " a cat is just a cat " to my face.
thank you! =)

Posted by Siti 'Aliah =) at 2:51 AM | 0 comments
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
It's been how long now? 1 week 3 days to the exact.
n yes..family n friends still here checking on me..
almost everyday..i think?
Honestly speaking.. I felt like my heart is not there for what i do these days.
I kept screwing things up last week.
I don't seem to recover for some reason..
Oh well..
i've yet to see myself smiling straight from the heart.

Posted by Siti 'Aliah =) at 4:03 AM | 0 comments
Saturday, November 7, 2009
I don't mean to be all Emo..But?!,
I feel as thou I've lost more then just my kitten..
i know the cat issue is really affecting me lately..
but i feel like I've got no one to turn to for comfort anymore.
Should i blame it on myself for this results?
or is it the cause of others?
i can't seem to focus these days...
the feeling is like...
I've been left alone to drown in the open waters.

Posted by Siti 'Aliah =) at 2:13 PM | 0 comments
Friday, November 6, 2009
I Can't Sleep . . .
=(

Posted by Siti 'Aliah =) at 3:24 AM | 0 comments
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Did a special performance for my dear Onesan!(Brother) on Wednesday night.
The place was totally cool shit..
Ehem! His Commanding Officer very cute?! hehe =p
Pictures Below =)




Onesan finish serving Ns already or what...
*bad news for me!*
His gonna irritate me at home more often.
Oh Well... =)

Posted by Siti 'Aliah =) at 10:12 PM | 0 comments
Ola geng..
Anyone interested in Modern Dance?
A well known group is currently looking for 9 dancers for the event called...
-Dancing Thru Seasons.-
They're looking for those who have the passion for dancing n got what it takes to bring on the challenge well..
If interested,get back to me asap!
This is serious! Please don't play around.
Thank you=)

Posted by Siti 'Aliah =) at 3:04 AM | 0 comments