I feel so sorry for myself.i dont mean to bragg or be some emo..
Its just this so called depression state that im currently in for the past 4 weeks?!..
i just don feel what im suppose to feel..
i feel like i've lost my comfert zone..
there are times where i feel like im just tripping over a pile of rabbles?
but...im really thankful for everything..
alhamdulillah..i believe i do have a nice life to live.
but its just something that im really demanding..searching..asking for all this while..
i need some loving to add as a sparkle to my life..
aliah nie anak manje..
i was loved by my parents once..
im not tryin to say they dont love me now..
im just feeling alot of sorrows n lonelyness thats not needed to be felt..
i have no idea why..
it could be a fact that i miss being that manje gerl in the family..
u know? being cuddled warmly or being asked on hows ur day n stuff..
it could also be a fact that what im feeling is not as great as before..
i donoe guys..really...
im also wondering...
why do people say im strong when i feel as thou im patheticly weak?
Oh well..
Sabar jer lah aliah..Sabar jer lah..
Insyaallah..akan ku cari itu jalan yg tenang..
=)
Deep Beneath Her Smile . . .
About me: Name: Siti 'Aliah =)
Home: east side, Singapore
About Me: I'm 20.Born on the 12th of October 1990.
Fave Colour would be..
- Creamy Baby Pink
- Chocolatey Brown
- Navy Blue
- Sweet Teal/Turqoise
Into percussion.
Drumming with Sambateria and Bloco Singapura.
Loves to make friends..thou some gerls might think i have a problem with them..but i don't..just talk to me lah..i don't bite.
And On top of that,is trying to lead a simple life. =)
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Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Posted by Siti 'Aliah =) at 1:35 AM
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