Alrighty~
i know my blog seems kinda dead..
but oh well...
been busy with work..chingay rehearsals and own stuff..
people keep asking me to update them bout me..
but seriously...dont really have the time..
so here's a quick update of life so far k..
Life so far..a little less complicated but then again still in the same situation.
but don't worry..found some solution that will help me at some point..
all thankz to you guys who's been there for me..
thankz for your help,care,concern and support.
appreciate the effort alot.
other then that..
things will be ok..i guess..
Don't worry much k
just keep sharing those smiles with me..
you'll see me smile too~
p.s: Aliah wants some yummy ice-cream!!!
Anybody can teman me please?
=)
Deep Beneath Her Smile . . .
About me: Name: Siti 'Aliah =)
Home: east side, Singapore
About Me: I'm 20.Born on the 12th of October 1990.
Fave Colour would be..
- Creamy Baby Pink
- Chocolatey Brown
- Navy Blue
- Sweet Teal/Turqoise
Into percussion.
Drumming with Sambateria and Bloco Singapura.
Loves to make friends..thou some gerls might think i have a problem with them..but i don't..just talk to me lah..i don't bite.
And On top of that,is trying to lead a simple life. =)
See my profile...
Friday, January 22, 2010
This week...
i just realised..i don't want to care that much anymore..
and i guess it's gonna apply the same to next week onwards.
i'm so used to it..that i'm just too tired now...
nyeeeheeeee.
ok whatever people..
bye.
i just realised..i don't want to care that much anymore..
and i guess it's gonna apply the same to next week onwards.
i'm so used to it..that i'm just too tired now...
nyeeeheeeee.
ok whatever people..
bye.
Monday, January 18, 2010
Alrighty..
work was....Ermmm....Not Busy at all..
Boring in fact.
aliah wonder where all those filthy rich people gone too.
Hmm..saving for CNY 2010 maybe?nyeeheeee..
Anyway~
a dear friend of a friend drop by MsQ today!
AND~
She Actually Skipped School For Me?!
now aint that sweet?!
*Told you this stuff is going to my blog*
Nyeeheeee..
as usual..she got discounts off her meal..
look at her...so happy!
Okay..sorry..i had to steal this old picture..
coz it was taken at my outlet..and it has you in it..
so yeah..
Aliah Suke Tgk Member Aliah Happy! =D
MoVing On~
Speaking of CNY 2010..
Hope i get to go visiting again..
wanna see my two handsome..ehemz...
HahaK! WhAT?
You don't think they're cute?
They are Okay!
Will update ya'll with the latest pictures of them k.
so..i guess that should be all for today..
Oh wait.Note to SomeOne =)
Dear Friend...
agak-agak...bile nak ade chit-chat eh?
lotz of stories to share...
but Oh Well...
masing-masing with own things.
i guess we can only stick to Bloggy for updates on Life huh?
Tapi takper~
Understand.Understood.
Hope to catch up soon..ok Friend?~
And ofcorz...
To me Dear Chubby Boi!i know stuff been happening and things aint shining.But hey..don't worry and hope you'd have a great week at work k.
See You This Weekend Love~<3
Sunday, January 17, 2010
In the end....
i was wrong...
he does love me that much.
what did i do to deserve you love?
I'm sorie love..
yesterday was really sweet..
i haven got that kinda of surprise for some time now..
but i really do appreciate it so so much..
thankz love...
But today..
i just realized that..
i'm not the one for you..
it's clear that i don't deserve you anymore..
i don't deserve to have you.
i'm just some pest that keeps bugging you around..
im just some pest that keeps following you around.
i just cant bare hurting you or making u mad anymore..
u wanted me to change this year..
but it really really takes time..
i think i just don't deserve you love..
even you would agree to this..
yesterday was really sweet..
i haven got that kinda of surprise for some time now..
but i really do appreciate it so so much..
thankz love...
But today..
i just realized that..
i'm not the one for you..
it's clear that i don't deserve you anymore..
i don't deserve to have you.
i'm just some pest that keeps bugging you around..
im just some pest that keeps following you around.
i just cant bare hurting you or making u mad anymore..
u wanted me to change this year..
but it really really takes time..
i think i just don't deserve you love..
even you would agree to this..
Friday, January 15, 2010
Went out with izzat and teddy today..
Met izzat first..since teddy was running late..
he surprised me with something sweet..nyeeeheeee
we then made our way to Marina Square.. got him free drinks..
*suker lah tue*
Finally we met teddy at Esplanade..
Btw! the play was awesome..
looking forward to more of 'Jiwo Jiro'
beda did well..so proud of her..
love you Beda bomb =p
and to you Mohamad Izzat..
Thankz for the sweet surprise.. You So Mean!!!
people ask to take picture nice-nice..
you do that face..
Oh Well...
Love You Chubby Boi!
I had a good time today =)
he surprised me with something sweet..nyeeeheeee
we then made our way to Marina Square.. got him free drinks..*suker lah tue*
Finally we met teddy at Esplanade..
Btw! the play was awesome..
looking forward to more of 'Jiwo Jiro'
beda did well..so proud of her..
love you Beda bomb =p
and to you Mohamad Izzat..
Thankz for the sweet surprise.. You So Mean!!!people ask to take picture nice-nice..
you do that face..
Oh Well...
Love You Chubby Boi!
I had a good time today =)
Lately Sambaterians been busy with this Pinoy promo every Sunday along Lucky Plaza.
They kinda book us for this whole January.
Yessa~ we're left with 2 more Pinoy Gigs and we're done..
Insyaallah rezeki lain pulak yg masuk after this.
Anyway...you don't need me to blabber much right...
let the pictures do the talking~
Okay~That's me making faces during busking sessions..
i loike...heh=p
Here we are taking a nice picture with a cute Indian girl.
She's sweet...
*loves children~
Not full forced..but it's ok..Let's just have fun and enjoy the busking sessions..
After the Pinoy Promo,Went to little india to grab some finger licking meal!!
Yummy~
Too bad we didnt took more pictures after that,
coz we went roller bladding at east coast park.
had a great time with u guys.Really...
thankz for sharing your smiles with me =)
I just realized something..
i've missed out alot of the good parts this year...
Opps!!!
Shall update soon~
=p
i've missed out alot of the good parts this year...
Opps!!!
Shall update soon~
=p
Thursday, January 14, 2010
i just cant help myself but to wonder on something i shouldn't be wondering..
am i just that gd for nothing 'Aloya' girl.
or am i really something to look forward too?
right now...
i just cant bare with myself...
i just cant stand hurting people or making them feel the guilt or even get angry.
i sometimes just cant bare with my mind.
i feel as thou there's been too many changes to adapt too.
it's happening too fast..
it's like one moment its this and the next minute its a total different thing.
i just dont know what i want anymore.
i'm afraid to want what i want.
coz i fear of losing everything at one shot..
what if that happens?
or am i just scaring myself too much?
my mind is so messed up right now..
i want things to make me feel more then just ok..please?
am i just that gd for nothing 'Aloya' girl.
or am i really something to look forward too?
right now...
i just cant bare with myself...
i just cant stand hurting people or making them feel the guilt or even get angry.
i sometimes just cant bare with my mind.
i feel as thou there's been too many changes to adapt too.
it's happening too fast..
it's like one moment its this and the next minute its a total different thing.
i just dont know what i want anymore.
i'm afraid to want what i want.
coz i fear of losing everything at one shot..
what if that happens?
or am i just scaring myself too much?
my mind is so messed up right now..
i want things to make me feel more then just ok..please?
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Boyfren's been really sweet lately..
as in totally sweet..
and i'm really thankful to have him by my side when things get rough.
But sometimes it also makes me wonder...
do i deserve you Mohamad Izzat Bin Mohamad Rashid?
Coz i owe you more then a 'Thank You'
if it wasn't for you, i know for sure i won't be the person i am today.
i'd be spoiled like how i was before i met you.could even be worst.
you've been treating me right..even gave me a few lessons to be learned..
this is by far my first longest relationship..
2years 6mths and still counting..
and honestly i didnt know we could even last this long..
i really didnt expect this from you..
Look at me baby..What did i do to deserve you?
you've been so nice..
i so hate myself for treating you bad or making u mad at times..
Hope you'd forgive me for those bad times.
Coz everytime i see your face..
my heart smiles like a fool.
as in totally sweet..
and i'm really thankful to have him by my side when things get rough.
But sometimes it also makes me wonder...
do i deserve you Mohamad Izzat Bin Mohamad Rashid?
Coz i owe you more then a 'Thank You'
if it wasn't for you, i know for sure i won't be the person i am today.
i'd be spoiled like how i was before i met you.could even be worst.
you've been treating me right..even gave me a few lessons to be learned..
this is by far my first longest relationship..
2years 6mths and still counting..
and honestly i didnt know we could even last this long..
i really didnt expect this from you..
Look at me baby..What did i do to deserve you?
you've been so nice..
i so hate myself for treating you bad or making u mad at times..
Hope you'd forgive me for those bad times.
Coz everytime i see your face..
my heart smiles like a fool.
Monday, January 11, 2010
Alrighty~
lucky thing I'm not at work on a Monday...
which..i usually am suppose to be at work.
coz today happens to be my PMS day.
yar..ouch..irritatingly...Ouch..
but oh well...gotta get whatever energy i have left to get goin with this week...
okay...recaps people..
Tuesday:
-working 12 to 5 followed by Chingay rehearsal.
-maybe going for my interview with Starbucks?
ok..not sure bout that..
Wednesday:
-Working 12 to 5.
-maybe goin to TP to catch a glimpse on FP?!
-maybe goin for another job interview? tsk.tsk.tsk.
*What am i doing?*
Thursday:
-working 12 to 5.
-shooting with teddy at TP?(TBC)
-chingay rehearsal.
Friday:
-going ite simei for some stuff..
-watching some drama at Esplanade!
(something I've never done before)
Saturday:
-Samba party cum chingay rehearsals
Sunday:
-Sambateria.(TBC)
okay...did i miss out on anything? i guess that's it..
but i bet there will be some impromptu plans and stuff..
ok go~
=)
lucky thing I'm not at work on a Monday...
which..i usually am suppose to be at work.
coz today happens to be my PMS day.
yar..ouch..irritatingly...Ouch..
but oh well...gotta get whatever energy i have left to get goin with this week...
okay...recaps people..
Tuesday:
-working 12 to 5 followed by Chingay rehearsal.
-maybe going for my interview with Starbucks?
ok..not sure bout that..
Wednesday:
-Working 12 to 5.
-maybe goin to TP to catch a glimpse on FP?!
-maybe goin for another job interview? tsk.tsk.tsk.
*What am i doing?*
Thursday:
-working 12 to 5.
-shooting with teddy at TP?(TBC)
-chingay rehearsal.
Friday:
-going ite simei for some stuff..
-watching some drama at Esplanade!
(something I've never done before)
Saturday:
-Samba party cum chingay rehearsals
Sunday:
-Sambateria.(TBC)
okay...did i miss out on anything? i guess that's it..
but i bet there will be some impromptu plans and stuff..
ok go~
=)
i know i can be that irritating...
but i tend to get worried when i dont have to all of a sudden.
sorry bout that~
=(
Sunday, January 3, 2010
I believe that...
Breakdowns can create breakthroughs..
and things fall apart so that things can fall together.
Life is not a problem to be solved, but a reality to be experienced.
And i only manage to figure that out clearly few days ago . . .
Breakdowns can create breakthroughs..
and things fall apart so that things can fall together.
Life is not a problem to be solved, but a reality to be experienced.
And i only manage to figure that out clearly few days ago . . .
Saturday, January 2, 2010
Loves it!~
=)
Ola..
My head have been a total mess lately..
and so i came across a few cute videos to cheer me up...
Loves it!~
My head have been a total mess lately..
and so i came across a few cute videos to cheer me up...
Loves it!~
The family is an important institution. It brings fulfillment to our lives and is our anchor in this fast-paced, ever-changing environment.
Families serve as an important pillar of support for the nation. At the individual level, families are the primary source of emotional, social and financial support.
Families serve as an important pillar of support for the nation. At the individual level, families are the primary source of emotional, social and financial support.
Happiness will never come to those who fail to appreciate what they already have.
Friday, January 1, 2010
Looking back on the year 2009...
I almost drowned myself in a pool of sorrows...
i've caused so much anger and pain to those i care and love most.
at some point i even felt like giving up hope in myself..
didn't taught i could ever pull myself up whenever i tripped and fall hard to the ground.
but then again...
i believe for every situation that's happen,
it surely happen for a reason.
maybe it's a wake-up call? or....
maybe it's something to make me ever ready and stronger for the future?
I'm just thankful for every little and big things i've went through,
for every sad or happy moments i've had..i wasn't alone..
just knowing that i do have people who really does care and believes in me.
is something to hold onto at the end of the day.
a dear friend of mine once told me something really familiar..
Allah knows how strong each person can be..
which is why Allah gave all these test in life..
Allah loves those who remembers and looked up to him always..
which is why Allah will always keep those he tested nearer to him..
bcoz they know that Allah is testing them for a reason.
and also bcoz they were willingly and patient enough to overcome it..
with the help from Allah..=)
Thank you-> to all my Cousins and Friends especially..
->Zat, Izwan, Ilham, Teddy, Adek Aliah, Surya, Adek Syaz, Mel, Beda..
For listening to me when im down. For giving me all your advice, support, care and concern. For always giving me one tight Hug whenever you see me. *hahak.i love that part* and ofcoz for making me smile when you guys know i need that the most.=)
Looking forward to 2010..
Hmm..my resolution?!...
i just want things to be more then just ok this time..
coz everyone's asking if i'm ok? then i'll answer..yar..im ok..
when obviously im not..and i just say it for the sake of saying it..
so yar..i really hope things will get better this time..
gotta hope and pray for the best...
im gonna be 20 this year..
gotta somehow put myself first this time.
gotta think of my future and what i want most..
gotta be stronger..gotta think things even more ahead..
yeah..i really wanna change things this time..
i know just saying it here is as easy as doing it..
but i wanna make a difference this time..
wanna do my best for my family, my god-family, friends, ZaTaLiaH and of corz myself!
further more..i know things will keep coming.i've been and will still be tested..
but no worries..i'm willing to face it through the end.
insyaallah i will...
Amin~
I almost drowned myself in a pool of sorrows...
i've caused so much anger and pain to those i care and love most.
at some point i even felt like giving up hope in myself..
didn't taught i could ever pull myself up whenever i tripped and fall hard to the ground.
but then again...
i believe for every situation that's happen,
it surely happen for a reason.
maybe it's a wake-up call? or....
maybe it's something to make me ever ready and stronger for the future?
I'm just thankful for every little and big things i've went through,
for every sad or happy moments i've had..i wasn't alone..
just knowing that i do have people who really does care and believes in me.
is something to hold onto at the end of the day.
a dear friend of mine once told me something really familiar..
Allah knows how strong each person can be..
which is why Allah gave all these test in life..
Allah loves those who remembers and looked up to him always..
which is why Allah will always keep those he tested nearer to him..
bcoz they know that Allah is testing them for a reason.
and also bcoz they were willingly and patient enough to overcome it..
with the help from Allah..=)
Thank you-> to all my Cousins and Friends especially..
->Zat, Izwan, Ilham, Teddy, Adek Aliah, Surya, Adek Syaz, Mel, Beda..
For listening to me when im down. For giving me all your advice, support, care and concern. For always giving me one tight Hug whenever you see me. *hahak.i love that part* and ofcoz for making me smile when you guys know i need that the most.=)
Looking forward to 2010..
Hmm..my resolution?!...
i just want things to be more then just ok this time..
coz everyone's asking if i'm ok? then i'll answer..yar..im ok..
when obviously im not..and i just say it for the sake of saying it..
so yar..i really hope things will get better this time..
gotta hope and pray for the best...
im gonna be 20 this year..
gotta somehow put myself first this time.
gotta think of my future and what i want most..
gotta be stronger..gotta think things even more ahead..
yeah..i really wanna change things this time..
i know just saying it here is as easy as doing it..
but i wanna make a difference this time..
wanna do my best for my family, my god-family, friends, ZaTaLiaH and of corz myself!
further more..i know things will keep coming.i've been and will still be tested..
but no worries..i'm willing to face it through the end.
insyaallah i will...
Amin~