i just cant help myself but to wonder on something i shouldn't be wondering..
am i just that gd for nothing 'Aloya' girl.
or am i really something to look forward too?
right now...
i just cant bare with myself...
i just cant stand hurting people or making them feel the guilt or even get angry.
i sometimes just cant bare with my mind.
i feel as thou there's been too many changes to adapt too.
it's happening too fast..
it's like one moment its this and the next minute its a total different thing.
i just dont know what i want anymore.
i'm afraid to want what i want.
coz i fear of losing everything at one shot..
what if that happens?
or am i just scaring myself too much?
my mind is so messed up right now..
i want things to make me feel more then just ok..please?
Deep Beneath Her Smile . . .
About me: Name: Siti 'Aliah =)
Home: east side, Singapore
About Me: I'm 20.Born on the 12th of October 1990.
Fave Colour would be..
- Creamy Baby Pink
- Chocolatey Brown
- Navy Blue
- Sweet Teal/Turqoise
Into percussion.
Drumming with Sambateria and Bloco Singapura.
Loves to make friends..thou some gerls might think i have a problem with them..but i don't..just talk to me lah..i don't bite.
And On top of that,is trying to lead a simple life. =)
See my profile...
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Posted by Siti 'Aliah =) at 5:08 AM
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